Oops, I Did it Again

During this mugging period, the aircon's on most of the time. It being in my room, means i get to control the temperature and everything else, for myself. The odd thing is: i can't seem to get the right temperature for myself and end up fiddling with the control every 30 mins. One moment, too hot, so turn it up; next moment, dun want it blowing in this direction, so turn it another way.

Then, feel that there's no wind, so change the direction back here again. Set to timer, then realise tat i keep going to the switch again after the timer's off. Then why the hell bother to set timer anyway? This happens almost daily lately. Because the weather's hot.

See wat i'm driving at?

Sometimes, i wonder why i am in uni, when my EQ and IQ is obviously below my peers.

Sometimes, i wonder why i bother trying to study and explore the world, when i haven't even ventured into myself yet.