Wasn't it good, wasn't it fine, isn't it Madness ella Wont Be Mine...
~BLest's not gonna be happy as i write this and still owe her IO slides...~
i've achieved nothing throughout this one week break till today; Absolutely no project work done, shoved my work for EUR101 to BLest, and i dunno if i can bring myself to concentrate on work, for the rest of the week.
I'm fallen, I'm ridiculed by myself, I'm drawn into this whole drama saga, and the worst thing is: i may never be able to get myself out of it till goodness knows when.
Its just consuming me, my heart, my soul, my desire. All i can do is lie around, and keep thinking when its all a stalemate. Its made me all ready to release all inhibitions and do as my heart desires, but now its only telling me that i can do all, but that. I'm very rationale normally and i already know what is left to do now, but yet i'm very tempted and encouraged to disregard everything and just do as i desire.
Need help, dying under my desire here...
BLest? Or am i my best saviour now?
i've achieved nothing throughout this one week break till today; Absolutely no project work done, shoved my work for EUR101 to BLest, and i dunno if i can bring myself to concentrate on work, for the rest of the week.
I'm fallen, I'm ridiculed by myself, I'm drawn into this whole drama saga, and the worst thing is: i may never be able to get myself out of it till goodness knows when.
Its just consuming me, my heart, my soul, my desire. All i can do is lie around, and keep thinking when its all a stalemate. Its made me all ready to release all inhibitions and do as my heart desires, but now its only telling me that i can do all, but that. I'm very rationale normally and i already know what is left to do now, but yet i'm very tempted and encouraged to disregard everything and just do as i desire.
Need help, dying under my desire here...
BLest? Or am i my best saviour now?
posted by ernie bernie at 3:12 PM
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