¿ Qué Significa, Un Año de Amor?

Was listening to my playlist of songs while cleaning the french window today. It means- Wat's the meaning, of one year of love? One of my fav songs from tat show. You know, its so therapeutic to listen to sad playlists whilst cleaning windows till they're spotless, and you wont relent, till you achieve sparking clean view. For some split seconds, it felt almost paranoia, mindless obsession ( this word has been used quite frequently recently). Then with the grills open, staring down the open and fenceless window- reminded me of Leslie Cheung momentarily... Then i wonder if i have the courage to face up to... what i have to face up to. I doubt so, and soon backed away from the window. (relax lah)

Its so cool- the window to our soul- some clean relentlessly, to give themselves a clear view to the world outside, whilst i'm cleaning only once in a year, when forced by circumstances. The window to my soul is soiled, and suffocating me, but i ain't gonna care till it becomes fatal. (if you see me turn blue, just remind me to clean my window)

Ok, so this entry sounds a little sadist... After reading this, go have a fresh bout of happy chirpy entries from the likes of C or .... dunno who else is chirpy already. Everyone's so jaded, so melancholic, so like me... Yikes! Dun come closer- lest u get infected.

Was discussing the phenomenon where very few leave comments on my blog lately. BLest friend speculated, that maybe its coz people dunno wat to say in reply to my o'-so-melancholic-cum-escapism entries. Hmmm.

And i dunno wat to say, in reply to that too.