~but baby dun u Break my Heart slowww...~

Chidded today for my hastiest decision on my life.

I mean, i welcome the honest feedback, but tat's the way ernie works.

Ernie has indeed, been painting rosy pictures, of lovely meadows- meadows that i have never seen, never touched, only imagined, but is head over heels for. Ernie already warned to get ready to be disappointed. Now with all precautions taken, i can embark on it already! Yeah! Hahah...*oops, BLest friend dun look very happy over there*

This is certainly not the first time i plunge first, before thinking. If you have to know, this was exactly wat happened for precedent incident(s)- so i guess i'm used to it? I need to take the plunge, to understand better, what the hell i am. And its not solely because of precedent incidents tat has caused the change. You won't know until u've tried. Only concern: casualties from my decison.

*Please let the casualty, be only me*