I Dun Need You anymore
I think, lately, i've come to embark on my recovery. It just feels, i dunno how to describe it, but it just feels, not so heavy inside. Its like, i can easily switch out, snap it out, real quickly.
And tonite, as i admired the constellation of stars in the sky, with beers and BLest friend by my side, it feels as though, it just doesnt matter anymore. In fact, for a brief moment, that feeling extended to feeling even.. even as though, nothing ever matter anymore. Nothing ever matter anymore...
Lately, been craving to do something drastic. You know.... Drastic... I think i'm ready to try it out. See how. Was damn high today, with the smuggled beers, mini-phuture recreation at upper quad, and the crowd, with the loud music, faint light. The desire to just lose oneself and just do whatever they want to do. Thank goodness i didnt make a fool of myself in school compound. Maybe outside... Hahaha....
Sigh, lost my voice yet had presentation today. Then when i explained to the class for the weird voice, saw BLest friend sniggering till she turned full red ( as usual) and the whole row there were probably laughing their head off at my (painful) expense. Not at my expense anymore ok? Ernie's broke. Won some $$ at soccer two weeks ago, but lost it all, plus lost lots more this week. Sigh....
So today could go down in history as one of the most fun and funniest day in our time together ( 60% was on my stupid voice) and for once, WL could finally chin up amongst the gang at my expense by putting me and my pathetic voice down. Everyone just hushed me up and told me to type wat i wanted to say, in an email and cc to everyone. Idiert! Not at my expense ok? Say liao.. ernie's broke.
In more ways than one.
PS: BLest friend, wanna tell u wat happened at the "dancefloor" while u were not there. YOUR brest friend was happily being picked up by exchange guys, and danced wildly with them, and even had some secret arrangements with one of them. She claimed to be going back to her home- not anyone else's home, but then again, after i drop off the bus, where she goes after that, well, leaves much to be debated and speculated...
B****!!!!
And tonite, as i admired the constellation of stars in the sky, with beers and BLest friend by my side, it feels as though, it just doesnt matter anymore. In fact, for a brief moment, that feeling extended to feeling even.. even as though, nothing ever matter anymore. Nothing ever matter anymore...
Lately, been craving to do something drastic. You know.... Drastic... I think i'm ready to try it out. See how. Was damn high today, with the smuggled beers, mini-phuture recreation at upper quad, and the crowd, with the loud music, faint light. The desire to just lose oneself and just do whatever they want to do. Thank goodness i didnt make a fool of myself in school compound. Maybe outside... Hahaha....
Sigh, lost my voice yet had presentation today. Then when i explained to the class for the weird voice, saw BLest friend sniggering till she turned full red ( as usual) and the whole row there were probably laughing their head off at my (painful) expense. Not at my expense anymore ok? Ernie's broke. Won some $$ at soccer two weeks ago, but lost it all, plus lost lots more this week. Sigh....
So today could go down in history as one of the most fun and funniest day in our time together ( 60% was on my stupid voice) and for once, WL could finally chin up amongst the gang at my expense by putting me and my pathetic voice down. Everyone just hushed me up and told me to type wat i wanted to say, in an email and cc to everyone. Idiert! Not at my expense ok? Say liao.. ernie's broke.
In more ways than one.
PS: BLest friend, wanna tell u wat happened at the "dancefloor" while u were not there. YOUR brest friend was happily being picked up by exchange guys, and danced wildly with them, and even had some secret arrangements with one of them. She claimed to be going back to her home- not anyone else's home, but then again, after i drop off the bus, where she goes after that, well, leaves much to be debated and speculated...
B****!!!!
posted by ernie bernie at 1:30 AM
3 Comments:
Oei.. what about chinning up?! And spreading malicious rumors about me?! Bleah. I'll tell my sugar daddy.
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Sugar Daddy??! There, i told u liao, BLest friend, yr brest friend, she ain't not nice goody-two-shoes gal.
From now, stick closer to me, stay away from her lest she influences you. Your daddy won't be happy.
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