Saturday, December 18, 2004

Now What?

Today proved to be one of the most thought-provoking day, with the most revelations found within one day.

Had health checkup early this morning, finally broke away from my 5am-11am sleep routine; from preliminary tests, i seem healthier than i had imagined, and yet, i'm not as fit as i should- swim slower than others, less stamina on trendmill than others, and just not competitive enough. I guess that perhaps i may be physically fit, but mentally weak, a combination of which, results in poor stamina. Need to build on mental strength.

Had one of the most leisure days and i was free enough to run errands for others as well.. Hahaha... Well, it proved to be rewarding; was supposed to return library books on Ry's behalf, but i ended up reading them with interest. Then i realised tat those are self-help/ inspirational kind books; the kind tat i will never read! Was wondering why is it tat i never borrow self-help/inspirational books? Is it because i feel that i dun need them? Or i never bother to help myself or find inspiration?
Well, i sat at one corner of Orchard Road, ignoring the passer-bys and just started reading the book cross-legged. I discovered tat for some topics, they provide predictable tips on how to improve blah blah... But what interest me, was that i was actually flipping through the contents, and finding issues tat hit me and trying to read those particular sections in search possibly of some answers. What does tat mean? It means tat innately, i do have issues tat i need help, and i am trying to find solutions or recommendations through books as well! That means that, ernie cant dispense of Self-help/ inspirational books too!

Oh! rememeber tat Bohemian top? I was around town and suddenly, i decided, tat i will get tat top, with or without fault. I will damn well get tat top! Didnt receive calls from the shop and i marched down again to find it and pay. Alas! the top was no longer there! I asked for it, and it was already sent back to main office- I requested for the pieces and received news earlier tat they have sent them to the shop and they have reserved for me the piece. Yes, it still has the faults as described by the lady, but hell! I WANT IT! I dun care anymore. I cant find another piece like it, its not cheap, but I WANT IT! Just hope tat i wont regret my decision.
At least for once, i have a garment tat behind it, has lots of story and reveals my character. Its my Characteristic Bohemian Shirt!!! Heehee

Had a discussion earlier on a topic that i have no answer all this while; people around me, who supposedly should be able to detect, are clueless too. I've finally decided to tag myself with a label, and it helps without the big question mark on top of my head, swirling and swirling, waiting to stop at the right answer. Hahahha....

i think there are many more revelations, but i kinda forgot. These are the prominent and bloggeable ones.. haha.

One last one: BLest friend's back in town! Can stop connecting with my wild side and start hanging out with the gang again. Its been a helluva night. Phew.. Glad tat i stayed with this league. Sabes?

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