All I want for Christmas is….

Its that time of the year again. Lately, every year’s Christmas seems to hit me very hard, as in, sparks different feeling in me. I’ve grown… This year’s Christmas feels as though its not as happy as the previous ones..

Anyway, this year’s Christmas theme is: Keep going and dun pause to think.

Will be keeping myself filled with activities right from today till 26th Dec ( Boxing day shopping!!!)

What do I Really want for Christmas? And What do YOU really want for Christmas?
I dun need material gifts, coz I know that I am capable of satisfying myself materially- to an extent…
But what immaterial gifts do I Want? Or rather, what immaterial gifts do I Need? I’ve been treating myself to lots of thrills and spills this year, maybe I need more sense. I really dunno what I need seriously.

What do I want? What do I need?

I've learnt that when u're down and out, its family togetherness that keeps u going and that u can fall back on. So when the world's let u down, u can surely bask in the love of the home. Its not very obvious, i never openly tell my family that i love them, but its little things tat u do at home, running errands for the family, staying home to wait for the sofa man, or starhub man, washing dishes beyond your fair share... sometimes even screaming at home is an affectionate gesture. Entiendo? Its little things like this, that got me through rough periods, in a way, i'm manipulative, as i use these to comfort me, and when i go out and play, family is far from thoughts.

So this is what i'm telling u, when u feel down and out, just stay around the family, it can tide u over. That's the reason why i still attend family gatherings when those of my age are happily avoiding such occasions. They think i'm a good kid, yet I'm just, trying to belong somewhere...

Hahahhaa... Merry Christmas folks!