Hey BIG SPENDER! (Again.. groan)
Ref to Blest friend’s blog, did serious shopping again in last three days, bought a full suit and Zara top. Even PS noticed tat i’m spending crazily. Man… If I were a company, I could be one facing insolvency at this very moment. And a poorly managed one too- partnership woes, inept management and under judicial management.
If I continue to spend and play like there’s no tomolo as I always subscribe to, I think there’ll really be no tomolo for me.
And yet, there’s still one more top which I’m dying to buy- *eyebrow raised*
It’s a beautiful bohemian feel top, and by Blest friend’s words, I look great in it. And I slowly grew to agree. But when I have finally fallen in love with its simplistic beauty and was ready to fork out to possess it, there was small yet obvious defects on it. The others were also defective and the smaller size without defect would have been fine, but it would be missing the bohemian feel. It bugged me for a long time and I went searching high and low in another branch, but I never found it.
Blest friend asked if I were willing to buy it with its defects, and despite professing my desire to have it, I hesitated in getting the defected one though I was already planning how to hide the defects. But it hurt me very much tat I could not own it the way I want it to be. It was aptly pointed out to me tat maybe it hurt me so much and tat I want to own it merely because I know at the back of my head, it was really hard for me to get a perfect piece of it.
So I’ve been harping all this while, over something tat I cannot get, and that what makes it even more desirable to me? And by being even more desirable to me, it is also hurting me too?
In short, does tat mean that what you cannot get, will hurt you if u desire over it?
I’m just waiting for the store owner to call me back, about the availability of a new piece, hoping she calls back with good news, will she?
So I spent more time that I should over tat piece, and hence, was late for a theatre duty tat nite. I was a total disappointment to myself and all, especially a mi gente favorito. Sigh…
It hurts even more when you disappoint people whom you value. And it hurts badly when you disappoint in the same manner, twice. Its as though, i never learn from mistakes. Do I?
If I continue to spend and play like there’s no tomolo as I always subscribe to, I think there’ll really be no tomolo for me.
And yet, there’s still one more top which I’m dying to buy- *eyebrow raised*
It’s a beautiful bohemian feel top, and by Blest friend’s words, I look great in it. And I slowly grew to agree. But when I have finally fallen in love with its simplistic beauty and was ready to fork out to possess it, there was small yet obvious defects on it. The others were also defective and the smaller size without defect would have been fine, but it would be missing the bohemian feel. It bugged me for a long time and I went searching high and low in another branch, but I never found it.
Blest friend asked if I were willing to buy it with its defects, and despite professing my desire to have it, I hesitated in getting the defected one though I was already planning how to hide the defects. But it hurt me very much tat I could not own it the way I want it to be. It was aptly pointed out to me tat maybe it hurt me so much and tat I want to own it merely because I know at the back of my head, it was really hard for me to get a perfect piece of it.
So I’ve been harping all this while, over something tat I cannot get, and that what makes it even more desirable to me? And by being even more desirable to me, it is also hurting me too?
In short, does tat mean that what you cannot get, will hurt you if u desire over it?
I’m just waiting for the store owner to call me back, about the availability of a new piece, hoping she calls back with good news, will she?
So I spent more time that I should over tat piece, and hence, was late for a theatre duty tat nite. I was a total disappointment to myself and all, especially a mi gente favorito. Sigh…
It hurts even more when you disappoint people whom you value. And it hurts badly when you disappoint in the same manner, twice. Its as though, i never learn from mistakes. Do I?
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