Everything went Numb

Writing the blog now seems to be missing the feel. You know wat i mean? Previously, i write with feelings, emotions but now, it just seems so numb- just mentioning events for the sake of archiving.

Numb, Numb.... i've really achieved numbness i think.

Went swimming yesterday and i am so rusty... actually, i've never been a water-animal, think i'm slightly better on my feet though. And many ple i know are the opposite- watching them run can be quite unbearable- hahha....

Yesterday, my name was one of those considered for Stage Manager for 2005.. Hahahhaa.. can u imagine? ernie as SM? i think i'll die lah, but before tat, everyone will suffer from my lack of organisation and impatience. But then again, somehow, something inside me, tells me that i need another BIG time serious distraction again from life so maybe SM will be a freaking good distraction. Hmmm..

El sabado, mi vixen amiga de birthday(cumpleanos). Tengo que salgo discoteca y bebo mucho cerveza y vino. No tengo novio, es estupendo! (serio?)