ernie's hungry for excitement, dangerous thrills, and living life on the edge. So exciting. So dangerous. It almost feels as though, this repressed side of ernie is starting to sneak its way out under my skin; but if u can accept that she's just very playful, then its easier to understand everything.

Heck, as though i need anyone to accept who i am.

Lately, i'm actually finding joy staying at home, and spending less time in school.
The ease of not seeing and greeting ple whenever i see ple walking pass, the comfort of doing wat i want away from prying eyes, and the peace away from crowd. With SingSong taking most of my nights, it helps to pull me away from school.

Need rythmn, need HARD music, SOFT lights ( which is the exact opposite of wat we have in our normal day)... Maybe it just means tat i yearn for a 180 degrees twist in daily life conditions.

Was feeling quite comforted having learnt about something tat happened last sat, but was quite shocked about wat they thought i was doing. Well lar di dar...

ernie's just trying to have fun! And she hasnt had enough.