Bit my tongue in the middle of a sleep. Ouch.

Anyhow, starting to feel work piling up on me already. starting to lag behind revision and projects. Sigh, and i've still got time to whine and complain on blog, shows a lot about my time management and priorities. But i also feel as though i can really achieve a lot staying home... I'm THIS close to getting Broadband... Heehee. And when tat day comes, you wont see me hanging around in school anymore.
Heck, i've havent been hanging around in school this term anyway.
Thanx to SingSong.

OHHH. remember in my previous blog i mentioned tat i loved the two versions of Moon River and Will you still Love me Tomolo but i dunno who sang those sad and slow versions? Heehee, while doing FOH for Mardi Gras, many times i wanted to walk up to the Sound Op and ask her, but didnt dare to. Then Fate brought me to do SingSong with her(She's now Light Op)!! And i asked her who sang those versions.
I've finally got the answer!
Moon River : morrisay (or sth like tat)
Will you still love me tomolo: Roberta Flack
I'm searching for these two versions.... got leads to them, lemme know.

Fate is so weird isnt it?

You wont get wat u want now, but later, you might just be getting the answers that you want.

Ple might wanna dispute tat this isnt the work of Fate. But i dun care. We all come up with our own explanations of how/ why/ what happens anyway. So if you call it, Fate/ co-incidence/ God/ Aliens... its neither right nor wrong.

I'm a Fatalistic-sucker. I believe things happen for a reason, and sometimes wont push hard and simply accept my fate. I take it as a sign and dont bother going against the tide. Of course not the the extent tat i'm just drifting with the waves. Just that, you'll know in your heart, what seems worth fighting for, and what is destined to be. So long as you've tried your best, and whatever the outcome, you know you've tried and wont feel much regret in the years to come.

Motivation for learning Spanish is now lower. Spanish class isnt tat fun too, coz me and my BLest friend used to tease ourselves at how we are going to be just saying, "no entiendo" in Spain. BSM's just not going to be as fun without her. And i bet if Pat they all quit on BSM too, i would not go BSM at all. Motivation for many things are now lower too. I realise that many times, i pin my motivation, happiness on others/ things and when these are shaken, so am I.
I need to pin all hopes on me myself and I.

I should not subject motivation and happiness on anything other than myself. (Sel,you wanna quote this?)

Damn, there's a tiny cockcroach running around my table. Wat next? the 3 generations of cockcroach will come out greet me and thank me for raising them up? sigh...