Wished i could have been there today at Vivace. Everyone who's cool and in, for stageit, were all there. With the new stageit tee somemore, plus winning the games too, i think the club is much better off without me. New blood, new enthusiasm. I feel so expired, so drifted, so aimless, so out of everything, so meaningless.

I seem to be seeking things that i never thought tat i would want now. Its like, i'm made to do a project, a solo research on something, while everyone else gets to do the project in groups. But actually, it ought to be fun. It ought to be full of self-discovery. I've attained quite a lot actually. Hahaha... waiting for me to write my thesis? Wait longer man- so much more stuff for me to write and settle before this man.. hahhaa.

I've progressed to a new level of communication with myself- imagination and talking to myself. I'm not crazy alright? Its just so amazing how we can let our mind run wild and create scenes in our head. Is tat how playwrights come out with plays? If so, then i am on the right track? I'm preparing for audition for musical 2005 so i'm also doing lots of singing while walking home... hhahha... I'm SO ready for it!

Oops, am hearing THe Hungry Years on radio now... my favourite channel now, with all the old sentimental songs... wonder who sang this version though. Hahaha... I feel so old- as though I've lived and died. Burnt out? I dun think so.

I just "Miss The Hungry Years". Hahaha....