Might be spending one whole month in Spain and Europe. Spend my Christmas and Bday away from Singapore, away from everything, away from thoughts, away forever. Oh well, just confirmed tat i will be back for Christmas though. Sigh, wished i could be out of town for Christmas. Find Santa to get my Christmas wish list fulfilled.(More Barbie dolls please. hahaha)

I want to escape from everything. I want to lose my memory; imagine myself running faraway in the meadow, welcomed with each step i take forward, by the tall, warm yellow daffodils. Each as i brush across, seems to be urging me to take another step forward and enter the comfortable enclosure they have built for me. Every brush i feel against my skin, seems to be scrubbing off the troubles plaguing me and revealing a new rejuvenated me underneath.

No fatigue; no noise, other than that from the wild crickets which form a rythnmic momentum in my heart to spur me to run in pulse with the definite loud chirp.

I want to return, a different person. I want to return and find everything here tat was oh so familiar to be perfectly strange. I want to bring all pain to the faraway place and dump it there in Spain, in every town and every turf we visit and come back a person with no more baggage- figuratively speaking of course....

Care to sponsor ernie's "missionary" trip?