Saturday, July 17, 2004

I'll start off with a super corny joke tat i came out with:
Adri asked why am i so dark recently and i dun recall spending time in the sun lately. In fact i have been spending time in the theatre, from Barefoot but have been always hiding in the dark. Hence I hit her with the answer tat i turned dark because, i have been spending too much time in the Dark!!! No one failed to give me tat lame-joke look. Oh well...
Guess whether our lighting designer, Suven is fair or dark??? hahhahha...

A friend of mine told me, tat as growing adults, it is the sad fact tat it is the nature of being adults that we have to be lonely at times in our lives and tat we have to learn to take loneliness as it comes. I dun remember why this came about but i was thinking tat pessimistically, tat is very true. But by being able to be alone, we are making ourselves stronger again.

I hate loneliness, and it doesnt help that whenever i'm home, i'm always home alone in the day... Nowadays, i even resorted to leaving my room door open when sleeping, so tat i wont be cutting myself from the activities outside. Its tat pathetic... I'm sure there are people out there who hates or fears loneliness. What i can say is, try and enjoy it, talk and communicate with yourself, and try to stay sane. Tat's something to ponder about, by yourself. Haha...

oh, and i've got a splinter stuck in my hand since Barefoot. This is wat happens when u play with wood and sets. It hurts when i press on it but i cant get it out coz its deeply embedded in the flesh. Until now, i'm not doing much about it other than trying to squeeze it out- to no avail. I think somehow, someday, i've gotta cut open the flesh to try to get it out. It might be too late, but at least i try. Humans are not born to have splinters embedded in it u know? I wonder if the white blood cells will actually make it disappear? Cos it seems like its not there, but it feels like otherwise... I'm actually in the midst of composing another song, called, There's a Splinter in my Hand. Damn corny song.... hahaha.

Next song on the list: My lappy keeps Shutting Down on Me.
Then next: Friends are Ignoring My Songs, Dunno Why?

hahahaah....

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