As much as i would love to blame Barefoot as the cause of everything in my upside down life ( right to the super messy room i have now), i know deep in my heart tat Barefoot is only the most convenient scapegoat to point a finger to. But in actual fact, it really isnt so.

I think the greatest thing i've walked away from it all, is tat i learn a lot more about myself. My capabilities, my flaws, my emotions, and my way of life. And the more i learn about these in myself, i learn to dislike the real me. She is ignorant, self-deceiving, finds scapegoats for everything, feels with anger at people, blames people for her failure, and a lazy coward who does not take control of everything.

I despise you. *piak*